Asshole

 Listen asshole, as I take a deep breath, clear my throat, hide the skips in my voice, though this may not be about you. maybe your words hold truth, maybe they cringe my skin, as I shake the bitterness, slowly loosing the battle of victim, every fucking thing you say might be as true as deaths unmarked, as true as all the great mysteries unsolved, true as the lies that won black hearts on the battlefield.. but listen asshole.. In my mind I sit above your fact's, and glide parallel to your opinions, my foundation might be crooked, but I will fight until my limbs are no more , until my breath mutters the fabric of still, until an awareness of a pain stills the show, completely irrevelent to this situation.. I'm not being an asshole..but listen asshole.. I think I deserve a chance to justify all my wrongs, to display my tears, to harmonize my self indulged ego.. nevertheless.. your an asshole..