adios

The lonliness sets in
And you begin to hate whats within
You try to fight
You kick and bite
But still your empty, lifeless skin

What is it that im lacking
I feel it, i know it. Im slacking
I want to
I need you
Or am i just overreacting

I know how i am, independent
I need me, myself and i, self reliant
But i still stand by
To give it a try
But thats not who i am...im defiant

I honestly want to be good
To be the way a young lady should
Yet i drink, and i swear
Im crazy,And you dont like what i wear
But i dont change for guys...i never would

So good bye! Im out of fucks to give
I loved you and all that we did
But i still wish you well
Or you could go to hell
Whatever, i have a life to live