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Hold my heart

I surrender my heart to you once again
I let go of everyone even people who are close friends
I let go of everything from before
You have all of me but you keep pulling for more
Eyes always tear up and the fighting never ends
I sometimes just close my eyes and pretend
Pretend for things to be better like it was when we first began
I use to write our date in the beach on the sand
Hoping like our love it won't wash away
Praying we can always last another and another day
So exhauted from all this stress
I'm holding myself up tight so i don't get depressed
But im so tired i just want to be loved by you
But everything i say or do is never believed to be true
This trust issues are taking a hold on me really bad
Its turning what we have into a what we had
I just want our love back like when we first spoke on the phone
Being with you made me feel safe and at home
I just want us back
I miss that fire we now lack
I miss that girl who i fell in love with on Facebook
I miss that girl who didn't care how she looked
I want us to be good like we were in the start
I want you once again to hold my heart