An Appology You'll Probably See As Pathetic And Attention Seeking

when we're down and need some cheering up.
i wont tell, and honey youre in luck.
ill help you turn your frown around.
ill fake a smile till your real one is found.
i lied to you

and im sorry, im sorry,
for everything i have done
im sorry, so sorry
it seems im the only one
whos at fault

im just blaming myself
its just, dont you see?
i want to get out,
i want to be free.
but with just a look
to the monsters i hide
i can tell i dont deserve
your love.

id promised you id keep myself alive.
and deal with the burning pain inside.
i promised you i would stay safe and sound.
i lied to you, how could you like me now?
whats inside's now out

and im sorry, im sorry
for everything i have done.
im sorry, so sorry
it seems im the only one
whos at fault

i tell myself i dont need you
i even lie to my own heart
i tell myself you dont need me
to make it easier to part.
and if you could see how it hurts me
when i think im alone
you probably just scoff and turn away
its just me, in my empty home.

and im sorry, im sorry
for everything i have done
im sorry, so sorry
i know im the only one
whos at fault
whos at fault
whos fault is it?
that i cant breath

mine