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I am so in-love with you

I am so in-love with you


I am sorry, I am like the biggest loser; you didn’t do it to me… I did it to you
You didn’t let me down; I dropped you… I need to kiss and heal the bruise
I discovered something while I was trying to heal without you
I want to swim inside of you, and drown in your storms
When, will you let me in your dark place?
I want to die inside of you; when will let me in, so I can hold you?
I want to be a part of you
I am okay, I am okay; it’s fucking lonely, and I am hanging on insanity
And it is true there is no one; not anyone in this this little world- who can take my crazy
No one- who can handle me, or seduce me, or fuck me,
No one- can give me pleasure, or hurt me
No one- who can raise me from death, or kill me like you,
And I don’t know what to do; I am trying to just do me, just do my thing, and push through
Loving you; loving you… I love you
I thought it fell apart but; it was just something that had nothing to do with you and me
It made me realize; I don’t know a god damn thing, I don’t know anything
I can only push though, and do what I am doing; and love you, I just love you… I love you
I might not be a beautiful girl today; but I am a canvas in progress
I will not be painted in acrylics; I blend best in pastels, and I will be my best
I might have too many dimensions, to focus on any one of them
But you will never get bored, on any of the numbering
The details lie under the surface; like the ocean, if you have the eyes to see
I am not talking about the scares, or the memories, if you understand what I mean
I discovered something, while I was trying to heal without you
I want to swim inside of you, and drown in your storms
When will you let me in your dark place?
I want to die inside of you; when will let me in so I can hold you?
I want to be a part of you
I am okay, I am okay; it’s fucking lonely, and I am hanging on insanity
And it is true there is no one; not anyone in this this little world- who can take my crazy
No one- who can handle me, or seduce me, or fuck me,
No one- can give me pleasure, or hurt me
No one- who can raise me from death, or kill me like you,
I want to swim inside of you; and drown in your storms
When will you let me in your dark place?
I want to die inside of you; when will let me in so I can hold you?
I want to be a part of you

Lori







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