magical journey

It'll calm you down
Help stop the anxiety and depression
The gruesome thoughts and night terrors
The doctor said, grinning a toothy smile
I nodded in thanks, a miracle drug
Figures. Pop a few and see what magical journey I go on
The gruesome dreams slow down
And I can actually think clearly
Years of inner torment stopped,
By a tiny little pill.
So I light up and smoke,
Self medicating along with my wonder drug
Wondering what magical journey I'll go on
But there's no magic in this hell, no,
Only your leering face,
Your smile like a plump pussy
Shit eating grin that you'd dirty my ears with
Telling me tales of love,
And showing tales of lust
killing my unborn son
And using his death against me
Saying it was my fault you hurt
Yet you were the one to abuse me.
I wake up from this nightmare
Screaming in a cold sweat
Reaching out for my miracle drug
Praying,
Wondering,
What magical journey I'll go on next.