...a bEaUtiFuL ScEne...

Succumbing to this feeling, free falling through a black uninhabitable phase. I've reached it once more, I'm only on my knees again. Fucked up again. Disgusted by what I've let myself become. Im only worth as much as you've made me to believe. Your beautiful disease, let's see how much I can take, by allowing this mistake. Washed in the blood of the girl she once was, not a drip of sanity left. You've managed to make sure of that. I guess I'm only as good as you, so all I feel about you is also my own truth. I really hate you now. I'm questioning myself. Allowing the proper words to come out. Lost all etiquette and respect, for I've been stripped of my dignity. So allow me to make a beautiful scene right here. Let me raise a glass, now step back and become my past. Join the tragedy of a fallen girl. Take your reasons for hating me, and ill take the remains and some change. You know right where ill wander to. It'll just be one more reason to stay away from me.