I thought Wrong

How can you sleep at night
Knowing you are fake?
You are not trustworthy
Being your bestie was my mistake

I tried so hard
Not to let it show
Smile and nod each day
Move on, go with the flow

I thought if I just kept to myself
It would all just go away
However you and your bullshit
Are forever here to stay

Last time I checked
We're all fucking grown
If you were bat shit crazy
You may have let it be known

Instead I found it all out
Over all that wasted time
I knew I shoulda walked away
When you started saying shit about me and mine

Next time you look in the mirror
Id like to know what you see
Was it a back stabbing  lying bitch?
Well in the end, I didnt allow you to destroy me

Being your friend and buddy
Came with  tough lessons learned
Next time I find anyone to be close to
Ill know better not to get burned