another night with you

i find myself
by you again
my arms wrapped
around you
lips just kissing
your milky surface
you reek of booze
and undigested foods
yet i cling to you
as if a newborn
nuzzled to mothers teat
i pull away
try to collect myself
but you call to me...
or is it i to you
back at your side
spilling all within
you take and take
giving a spatter
here and there
to keep me in control


all is said and done
i cleanse myself
and wipe you down
to an impeccable state
and bid farewell
till the next time
i binge drink
and your icy porcelain
soothes me