blood of her fears

if there is a truth in every lie, then one truth i wish stayed secret
the truth that the woman i love was scared of me hurt
she saw what i did to my own family with her own eyes
their bodies in pieces and blood a over the walls as i laughed
we ran, we ran far away into the night leaving the corpses inside
we got as far away as possible, and hid from the sirens
the way she looked at me changed and i never noticed
for days we walked and never stopped hoping to get away forever
she would never say a word, she would never look at me
every night when we would lay together, i could hear her cry
she would wake up from nightmares........ nightmares of me
i woke up early and checked on the woods with a small walk
but what i came back to see was not her laying there
blood all over, the smell overwhelmed me
her body laying there lifeless and i dropped to my knees
begging and pleading that it wasn't real
the sirens come for me again, but i didn't run this time
her fear took her own life, yet they put her death on me
i never said a word, but when i was in the chair, all i could say was
                    "i loved her"