Mistress Misery

She sleeps with me every night,
filling that space you left behind.
I talk to her all the time,
and sometimes I ask her why,
do I deserve to know her.
All this time I've spent,
holding on to my memories,
of us,
was a waste.
Years flushed away,
continuously bound my past mistakes,
I talk to her,
now in your place.
To her I wake up,
everyday forever more,
because you left me here,
to know misery.