Submerged

5 pound Cinder blocks  
tied around my ankle in a sailors knot  
Blindfolded and bruised face in shock.  
Nothing and nobody here to catch me as I fall.  
I went down hard!
I played my wild card and lost.  
Does anybody know what time it is?  
Or even the day??  
It's been 7 months since I left on a mental  
breakdown hiatus all expenses paid.  
Not sure where I went or when I'll be back.