can't get over you

Stripping me down to the bone.
Cutting me away from my soul.
I can't move on with you still on my mind.
Every thought of the actions you've done.
Is driving me insane and pinning me to the floor.
How am I to escape if this maze keeps winding in circles?
This constant war has become the very death of me.

Smoke and mirrors are no longer in the way.
This pain is here to take your place.
Blood for blood but I'm the only one bleeding.
Late at night, I'll count the scars.
What's it matter if I add a few more?
You'll never know because you're not by my side anymore,
And I'm far to gone.
No longer human, you gave me wings only to brutally rip them out.
The fall hurt less than that moment of betrayal.

I never thought it'd end like that.
But the time we shared together means nothing now.
Can you leave my thoughts, just like you left my life?
Taking all the essence of my being.
After all the guilt, you still wore a smile.
While I found our memories the saddest.
Take me for a fool but I will not be a tool!!