New Beginning

Im not affraid to die
I only fear my side
Not what my future will bring
See my life it has no worth
My mom wished for still birth
But yet she kept the ring

My life i still hold
These poems that i fold
Theyre really what i think
I hope my life is quick
This world makes me sick
I could really use a drink

Maybe another pill
I pop these at will
Just to ease my pain
Knife in my hand
I think i have a plan
Ill do it in the rain

Kneel down in the grass
Just forget about my past
As the blade enters my chest
The gates i do not pound
As i seep into the ground
Hell is where ill rest