Addicted

Pills
Small big red yellow white
Take me away from this god forsaken world
Even if it's just for tonight
I don't wanna move or even feel
Why can't the voices in my head quit
And the world stand still?
Rushing colors and slowed down time
Is this what my life has come to?
Some pill popping fetish
Trying to escape the lies of today
Like I'm fleeing the scene of a crime
It's not fair how you treat me
Or talk to my heart
I use my pills to escape
But,if I'm at the finish,
Where did I start?