The Day I Met Adderall

He held you up,
Showed you off.
He tore you open,
Spilled your guts
He Crushed your beads,
Until you were dust

To me you were small,
Too small to fulfill
                             my desires.
                             I Sniffed you.
You burned me.
I carried on...
                        with doubt
                        As to what

      you were capable of.

Then happiness.

         I was flying.
         I was free.

I found you.
I couldn't live without
 
You.

You made me happy.
                         You made me crazy.
I love you.
                          I hate you.

You make me See clearly.
                   You make me see shadows.
I need you.
                       I can get rid of you!


5 years we've been together.

How many more until we die  
 together?