Submissions by babasparks3

He held you up,
Showed you off.
He tore you open,
Spilled your guts
He Crushed your beads,
Until you were dust

To me you were small,
Too small to fulfill
                            my desires.
                            I Sniffed you.
You burned me.
I carried on...
                       with doubt
                       As to what

     you were capable of.

Then happiness.

        I was flying.
        I was free.

I found you.
I couldn't live without

You....

Alone
Confused
Helpless
I was lost

Hate
Your spouse
Yourself
I was taught

Sick
I became
To be perfect
I fought

High
I seeked
To numb
The thoughts

Love
The meaning
The feeling
I sought

You
Your laugh
Your smell
I was found