Fastball - My Spiritual Awakening through Baseball

I can hit the fastball
But I really want to hit the slider
Same thing in writing verse
The erotic comes easy
but my own core emotions  
always leave me wanting more
fom myself

So, no erotic poems this morning
Going back to the basics
My need to write
I hope you will let me in
Even though I have been hard on you
I'm not a bad guy
And I don't spit too much  
When I'm at the plate