our life a miror image in hopelessness

Our life is a constant fight
This sadness makes my endless night
A life most people wouldn't care
If I'm in the darkness of eternal despair
Oh where is my kingdom come
Where the angels sing with a harmony humm
I want my life to cease
So all my suffering will release
Save me from this world of sin
I want to have peace from within
Let me experience the feeling of love
So it's not something I only dream of
A righteous person I want to be
But this loneliness will end up killing me
I'm in the shackels so set me free
God help me find serenity