The Anti-Climax

i didnt want to write today but i did
i wrote this out of a self fulfilled egotistical need for a comment and
im not going to over analyse a tragic fantastical situation and
i wont fill your head with drivel that may encourage you to actively change
your path

truely i dont deserve comments for this i wrote it out of
a self fulfilled egotistical need for a comment 
i needed to connect with the reader when consequently I have shut down on you like a train
out of steam
and theres my tragic metaphors crawling out of the woodwork like maggots
on rotten egg

consequences are endless and i must stop 
i promised myself i wouldnt satisfy you this way this is the anti-climax verse
that roams its dirty virgin legs about the town never quite fulfilling any suitor the way i am finished and breathing heavy
with each and every comment