Figure it out.

Emotionally restricted
I’ve become addicted
Feeling only sorrow
No hope for tomorrow
I’ve tripped on confusion
hung up on a delusion
Need to find a reason
My faith drains with the season
.
...

Life, running away just like me
Hiding from everyone I could be
There’s no where out I want to scream
Open my eyes still feels like a dream
The pain, continuously swelling inside me
Ripping at who I am and all I might be
All I want to do is cry
all I want to do is cry
     used to be I’d want to die
           just now my soul can only cry

I take a breath and just remember it all
when I used to laugh after I’d  fall
when I'd smile just because
when life was just what it was
.. I breathe again and start to say
You can make it through this day
                 look into my eyes and know
one day happiness will show

so for now I let my pain go