Can you see

When he says my name my heart starts to flutter.
When he talks abt life and work I listen.  
When he talks abt how I make him happy I feel tangled inside.
He doesn't know how I have fallen for him.
He doesn't know what he means to me.
Every text every call I jump I run im like a linebacker going to my phone.
I know its him on the other end.
I can hear the smile in his voice no its not strange.
I can see his laughter no its normal.  
I can feel his touch so gentle and tender even if he is not with me.
Sometimes I wonder can he hear my heartbeat through the phone over the text.
I wonder now if he can see me writing this just for him.
Does he feel it too.
I can see myself waking to him every morning.
Next to him every night.
I can feel his kiss even if it is just a dream.
Feel his touch even if it is a dream.
I see him in my dreams.
But he is real.
I cant hold him every day but it would be pleasant to.
As he reads this does he feel the same.
I plead to myself dont be open for heartbreak.  
But its to late bc I have fallen and I hope he understands.

To the one who has opened the door to happiness in my life again.  You make me smile everyday honey I miss your voice and how it makse me feel.