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Should Have remained Silent..

For a moment I am happy and smiling
I think that all is good
Until I spoke about how I felt about you
Thinking it was the right choice
Having alittle hope you would feel alittle of the same

Days go by without a word from you.
So I sit here wondering if it was a mistake
Wondering if I should have kept silent
Wondering what I did wrong

A week goes by and still no word
I try to reach out to you try to find out
I sit here wishing I had kept the silence
Instead of sitting here wondering

I know to remain silent about how I feel
Not to speak about my problems to you
Even though my wrists had bled you told me to speak to you
Though you never respond if I need you

I shall remain silent, bleeding, wondering
What did I do wrong, I wish someone could tell me
Maybe you just prefer her
Maybe I'm just not pretty enough..
Not skinny enough..

I remain now within the Darkness
It's my only friend
The silence is welcoming
So thanks for making me blame mysel
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Written by Alievana
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