my secret unfold

Knowing we can never be kinda really hurts
Knowing im not pregnant really breaks my heart
Even more so because it could have been yours
I know im only dreaming
On something that would never be
But you make me happy
I dont what you do to me
But damn im fucking yours with a snap of a finger
I know you belong to her and I guess that makes it worse
Worse because I feel bad but also because I want you for my own
I dont know what you feel for me
Maybe im just a fling
But I know what I feel is real and I really like you...