Mind

Spiraling
Swirling and
Churning and
Burning and
Hurting and
Hurting and
Showing the wrong thing and
Leaving me helpless and
Tryina be selfless, but
Its really not working and
I just end up hurting and
Jealousy, jealousy,
Im just not that nice you see.
Scared to be on my own,
In the dark in my home.
The faces they grin at me,
Taunting me endlessly
And i try to vent my fear
To someone who isnt near.
I ruin the happiness
That they used to possess, and
All of this trouble just,
Its all my fault because
I cant control my head.
My mouth or my hands. instead
I let it all out on the
People that i love but i
Hate to see them crying
So its killing me inside, this thing
That i call a legit thing.
But its probably just in my head
Its no a dig deal i said,
Theyll get over the tears ive shed
From laying inside my bed
Cowering in fear
From the things that i hear.
Its those things that i find
That make my poor mind start
Spiraling and
Swirling and
Churning and
Burning and
Hurting and
Hurting and
Hurting and
Dead.