Please Hear Me

All the noise & A crazy voice,
Stuck inside my head.
Everything he said,
Everything he did.
I want to put a gun to the past.
Makeup smeared,
My mind still not cleared.
Waiting for that day
for God to see and hear,
All the ways I reached out
All the tears I've cried.
Feeling like I just want to take my life.
Carrying all this greif,
It's changing my beliefs.
I don't know what's real anymore.
I just want those Angel wings to soar.
So to the heaven above I'm asking; please take this pain from masking me and everythung I am.