Pushing life Away

Just wait
they want to be there for you
Run ..
ruN again
make another excuse
                                                 You hide
                                                                                            there all alone

You say all you want is someone to care
But you push away everyone who loves you
phone calls brief
conversations meaningless
You’re hiding
and you Want to be found
but the people who have found you
you disqualify from this game
little by little more alone
hiding from all forms of a future
Hiding from the happy ending
Running from the horror film
Crying during the comedy
You have no end in this world where all you’re doing

is Pushing life Away