Supposed To Be

It's been four days since I spoke to you last
without reaching across this distance
I know you don't want to get too close
just in case things never come around
and I never get to tell you what I feel
I know you don't wish to break my heart
anymore than you've already been forced to
but getting hurt's of little concern to me
I just couldn't live with losing you completely

Oh, this is too long, this isn't how our song is
supposed to be written
the tension is making me ill, straining my will
to go on facing the possibility that this is it
I just want to repair the bonds that have been worn
fraying out but somehow we have not been torn
at least I hope with all my might that
this monsoon will give way to our sunshine someday
and then this starcrossed story can be finished
with an ending unlike any before
just like it's supposed to be

It feels like ages have passed since we were
reading eachother's minds and getting closer
I realize it's hard on you
but remember it's tough on me too
I may never get to tell you what I wish
I know you don't want to bring me down
and I never meant to be a problem
now the least of my worries is the tears I cry
I only want to save our friendship somehow

Oh, this is too long, this isn't how our song is
supposed to be written
the tension is making me ill, straining my will
to go on facing the possibility that this is it
I just want to repair the bonds that have been worn
fraying out but somehow we have not been torn
at least I hope with all my might that
this monsoon will give way to our sunshine someday
and then this starcrossed story can be finished
with an ending unlike any before
just like it's supposed to be