A Dark Place

Black lights
black mind.
white lights
blank mind.
I've gone to a dark place
somewhere no one can reach out to me
somewhere no one can find me
I'm all alone
don't look for me
don't find me
I don't want to be found
I take this knife in the dark
and slash the throats of those I don't even see
I hear screams and feel blood
I'm all alone
what am I doing
how did I get here
where am I
it's silent once again
I throw the knife
screams.
where am I
I'm all alone
I hear no one,
but myself
I'm in my head.