Fallen Angel

Today is a day a fallen angel feels like dieing .

She is so sick of false hope so sick of peoples lies.

She got beten up today and she does not even know why .

She hates her self she cant even  stand to look at her self even  in the mirror.

She laughs when people call her crazy and a freak becuse she knows she is .

She smiles and laughs and acts like its ok and just brushes it off like its no big deal.

But when she is alone she cries to herself asking why .

She wonders why was she born to live out her days like this.

Why do people tell her they love her only to betray her the next.

Why is she hated so much when she dose tries her hardest .

Why do people get her hopes up only to smash them the next .

Why do people love to hurt her .

She thinks this a lot as she cries all alone.

The poor fallen angel just wishes to have someone love her and want to stay by her side even if at times she is crazy and no one likes her.

She just  wishes one person would .

So as she lays in her bed letting the thoughts and the blood run from the cuts from all the cutting that she did .

She slowly drifts off to a place she feels at home where no one is mean and wanting to hurt her.

The sad thing is the only place she can be at peace is her own little dream world.

Becuse when she is awake everyday is a nightmare the fallen angel must face ......