Suffocation

 I can’t move
Because my love grows
I can’t speak
Because you’re love never shows
Living in the peak of destruction
You took my heart like and abduction
Without permission you came and left
Never certain if our time was a curse of gift
I’m just thinking of Illusions at the bottom of dreams
The whispers that my heart always screams

Cuz baby I’ve lost you, we couldn’t dream forever yeah it’s true, I hate the man that makes you happy, the jealous come rushing at me. Lost not knowing if I hate the love, or love the hate, You’re smile that makes me suffocate.. Beautiful but it’s because he causes it, love its beauty but hate that there’s no flaw with it….

I envy the breathes he takes by your side
The way that even when you talk to me his on your mind
I lost war and ended with the scars
I could blame the design in the stars
Living a life on the edge of a cliff with a safety net
We been playing this tug-a-war and you don’t hate me yet
I love to see you but hate what it means
The secrets in the words I say
The emptiness when you walk his way

Cuz baby I’ve lost you, we couldn’t dream forever yeah it’s true, I hate the man that makes you happy, the jealous come rushing at me. Lost not knowing if I hate the love, or love the hate, You’re smile that makes me suffocate... Beautiful but it’s because he causes it, love its beauty but hate that there’s no flaw with it….

(rap)
I sometimes wake up and wonder if we ever really real
If there are no memories to forget no wounds to heal
But then I see the run into impact you left in my life
The wrongs you made right
How can I regret meeting you?
How can I forget the first time greeting you?
The first dance the kiss on the cheek
The feeling that were always at their peak
The lines in my heart, Yeah I let you draw it
A future with you, yeah I saw it
I feel you being happy with him is so dumb
But I prefer that than you being glum
I can’t be your smile like he is
He can’t be you’re downfall like I was
I just miss feeling that kiss
Now I’m just on the crash after the buzz

Cuz baby I’ve lost you, we couldn’t dream forever yeah it’s true, I hate the man that makes you happy, the jealous come rushing at me. Lost not knowing if I hate the love, or love the hate, You’re smile that makes me suffocate.. Beautiful but it’s because he causes it, love its beauty but hate that there’s no flaw with it….