How Is It Funny?

Maybe that little girl should have killed herself.
It would have been easier than hiding the way she felt.
It hurts her to know that she found another childhood bully.
It hurts her to know that no one ever likes her fully.

Her best friend used to pick on her in elementary school.
What did she have to do to make herself be cool?
She always feels out of place.
She always hates looking at her face.

It hurts to know that you were on of them.
One that made her hate herself back then.
Why do you find it so darn funny?
It wasn't intelligent or even cunning.

You were one of the people who left a scar.
You were one that made her mind go far.
She stopped communicating and turned to books and writing.
Now she knows how you really are and what you are hiding.

How is it funny that you made someone want to kill them self?
How is it funny that you made someone hide behind a shelf?
I don't see how you can sit there and laugh.
I don't see how your heart isn't torn in half.

She loved life and expected the best.
Maybe you knew she needed a reality check.
How is it funny that you made her not believe?
I don't see how you didn't know she was me.