The way you look at me

I see the way you look at me
your sideways stares of death
why do you despise me so
Turning the world against me each breath

Why are you so nice to my face
When I know the bile you spew
As soon as I leave the room
Can't others see it too?

You're the evil in my life
The hurt that stalks me through the night
I'm all alone
I'm too much a coward to fight

Maybe it's me, could it be
all made up in my mind
If suddenly you were gone
What would I really expect to find