I Actually Still Love You

I know I shouldn’t
But I do
Still love you
My boo

I’m hurt and angry
I wake up wanting to rip my pillow to pieces
To destroy something for what you and him did
And are still doing

You’re still with him
The person who has taken away the only person special in my heart
Your’re still with him
Barely weeks after you cheated together and we finished.

I hate it, it makes me angry,
Makes me want to tear down the whole house,
Tear me apart,
And tear him apart.

But although I hate what you have done and what you are doing,
I can not hate you
I still love you

I love everything about you
Your smile
Your hug
Just the way you are and the person that I was with
I love you
And I know it’s true.