running thoughts...

i stop to think

instead of running with my thoughts

i find

the weakness

the pain

the confusion...

and here i mingle with crazy

my mind is terrible

yet my only anything

i try for others to make an excuse

i simply cannot accept that i wasnt good enough

i push me to the limit

when another i should push

i torture my thoughts

my being

everything about me

i do what They did to me...

i feel the rage

but wont let it out

i feel the pain

but in it stays

i have the confusion

but never will it leave

i stop to think instead of running with my thoughts

yet i find

its my thoughts that make me run...