All Around

All around,
The motion and perpetual sound,
Everything I'm looking for can't be found,
The crowd, there screaming so loud,
In all of my life I've never been so proud,
Mom,If you could look at me now,
But you're all just so sick of me now,
But in my heart of hearts I know you all really care,
Because all of those smiles that are so rare,
But I know you wouldn't dare, to tell me to my face
Ya know,
Just in case,
Just in case, some ones watching,
Just in case,something were to happen,
But then and there I realize,
So I just give up, and don't even try,
I leave this trashed up rut of a life,
A life I used to live,
You keep on taking and taking, till I can't give,
I am not a quitter, let that rain true,
But hey all of you, what would you do,
If they all hated you,
If all they did was break you,
and your heart, to a million peaces,
Shatter your soul, But, you ain't listening,
So in the end who really cares,
Who in my life can I share,
My life, my love, help me fight through,
These constant looming hurdles,
For sure none of you,
Will help, in my struggle,
So answer me this,
Would you give up then,
Don't lie to me. You can't win.