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Wild Nights Hazy Days

In between the
well worn ink stained
sheets of paper
lies my soul, my thoughts
immortalized for all to see
 
I've lost myself somewhere
tucked neatly away  
amongst the pages
 
liquored days and nights
in a daze most the time
I continue to write
 
hoping in this maze
leads a path back home
to self discovery
 
I drink to have fun
then am slapped in the face
with the wanton way I act
 
partying with the twenty year olds
I feel young again
guess you could say I haven't grownup  
 
to give up drinking seems
impossible with all the bonfires
raging parties thrown out here
 
nights spent flirting with the girls
because they like it
telling me they love me
 
outrageous is my behavior
holding on too long to a man
too young for me
 
in front of my loved one
he says he doesn't care
so long as he can watch
 
wild nights, hazy days
choking down my liquor  
by morning light praying I keep it down
 
I can't say I haven't enjoyed myself
having loved it except  
when I have to apologize in the morning
 
though everyone says "no worries"
we were all acting crazy last night
so I veil my shame and take another drink
 
then go at it again
wild sex acts performed
when my inhibitions are down
 
crazy days spent out here
in the country where
you would think nothing goes on
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Written by crimsin (Unveiling)
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