Broken Inside No One Knows Outside

The feelings inside I'm trying to hide,
though I'm dying and crying,
you will never know.
I cant let my feelings show,
I cant let them know.
I love him so and I must let him go.
He doesn't see,
what we could be
but then again,
hes only 16.
My eyes try to defy me,
my heart chips a bit.
my body begins to tremble,
as I know I'm giving in.
Push it back,
stand tall my friend,
because in the end,
this shit will bend.
Nothing more will it be to me,
not another time will it make me cry,
so let me feel as though i may die,
because in time ill be stronger than this.