Drowning The Pain

She looks deep in herself
All she sees is pain
It will not vanish, nor disappear
It will not leave
So her motto has become
A bottle a day will keep the pain away
She surrounds her self with the stench of booze
Enveloping her mind in the numbness of alcohol
Keeping her safe
Keeping her happy
For now
But what will become of her when the booze no longer works?
She doesn't know
She doesn't care
As long as she is contempt
For now