Pathetic

The man in the black coat has done his deed,
At the floor, on my knees, I sit and slowly bleed.
Alone and unaware of who I am,
I bear thoughts of no normal man.
Let me be, please... just let me be.
I cant stand to move... 
or fight back...
or breathe.
Im giving up hiding it, wearing that fake smile.
Im just going to let my mind go... and leave this place for a while.
I cant even rhyme these words very well..
But it doesnt matter.
It wont mean much in the end..
You'll be able to tell.
My eyes are closing now
My heart is slowing
I can see the red pool,
Soflty...slowly flowing...
Im feeling relief,
Or maybe im just numb.
I dont care though..
Im Tired.
And im done.