shadows of reality

 Stepping out of the darkness, into the light, unknown...the shadows of reality show me I am not alone. Anxiety, self-inflicted, to the pain I am addicted...to a head-change, my brain is twisted, drained and rearranged and put back together.I am a menace to society; who really knows what is going on inpsyde of me?Wanting to live my life, wanting to love others, but this sickness I bear, suffocates my space, smothering my intentions; Did I forget to mention, all that I gave away in the past; it's never over-looked. this self-created misery outlasts my memory; I checked my brain at the back door...once again, I am standing at the crossroads, wondering which way to go.....