Advice

I'm lost I think. I'm not sure where to go.
Time to settle my debts. Time to pay what I owe.
I wonder all around but only in circles it seems.
I long for love I think. The kind you only find in dreams.
I can't decide what's most important...
Exactly what should be held higher.
A lonesome confusion has set in.
And last night I drempt my hands were on fire.
Now I run and I run and then I run away.
That's all I know to do.
There's an urge telling me to go.
But those close to me say to stay...
Stay right here.
Stand up.
Face all of your demons.
Ha!
Then they tell me this all happened for a reason.
Don't stand around.
Jump up.
Get your business done.
Nothing good will come of you if your always on the run.  
Running seems so easy.
Really you can only go so far.
Before life as you know it is looking back at you from afar.
And soon life might become a vague reel of memories past.
Then you will be living your future but your present vanished so fast.
They say stop running.
Stand up.
Face all that you fear.
Your battle may be a long one but then you can move on dear.
They say then you can actually live the love you seem to seek. And your future will be all your and life won't seem so bleak.