Rewind

Rewind

I guess you can say my life sucks
But guess what I don't give a fuck
Cause my life is the way I want it
I'll never put the pen down
I love seeing you with the frown
I have the kings crown
You said u loved me
But I know that was a lie
Cuz u wouldn't have left me
To lay down and cry
I still feel hurt to this day
I just drink till the pain goes away
Even though my life isn't as bad
I still have the girl that followed me through hell and Baghdad
She's brought me back!
On where I'm suppose to be
I'm a better person then the old me
My life has gone like a roller coaster
Ups and downs
I Don't  know when it's gonna get better now
Then again there's the bad influences
I'm not no billionaire
But I can sure run through my house naked
Up and down the stairs
All I fucking Remember was standing over your stone
Put my hand on top of your headstone
Kneeling down on one knee
Asking myself why couldn't this be me
Please be with me! I'm alone!
In these shoes that I stumble
And life starts to crumble
U may be gone
But your never over
Sitting in my car looking at my old house for a few hours
Don't know what happen? To my house or  even the flowers
You can say what you want
I was just in the moment
Well I guess I do date more blondes
No ring on my finger nor a necklace around my neck
Fuck blondes. I'm going for Brunettes
I should go back to my ex Cheyenne Barnett
You'll eventually dislike me
But you'll never stop loving me
Cuz I'm the best MC there will be