My Best Friend

I cant say i am mad.
I cant say i am sad.
I don't know why but i feel fine.
Just empty

I know i did wrong.
But i want to make it right.
Why wont you answer me?
How can you just leave
After everything.

I was there when you cried.
You were then when a part of me died.
I was there when you need a friend
You said you would stay to the end

I must me cursed.
It made a mistake that caused all this
I don't care if we never talk
At least you lived.

That fire started.
But it dint destroy your house
Only us