journey of a lie

 
 
i walked only a humble village boy  
who dreamed of adventure  
i knew it wasnt to be  
i was destined to be confined in this home  
then you came  
Oh warrioress  
 
you were on your on quest  
or so you said  
to slay the beast that caused you torture  
the spell would be broken  
you i saw i had the fighters craze  
the thirst for a blood  
burryed in a mass of respect, kindness and peace  
 
you took me along for your journey  
showed me things i didnt know the world had  
you showed me beautiful things  
like love, soon to be fake  
there was also evil  
murder and abusion  
 
i hardened through these experiances  
learned to kill  
no remorse  
no mercy  
no weakness  
you showed pride in me  
your apprentice  
i admired you  
wondering what we coud be together  
after this peril
 
we walked on and on  
helped people  
slaughterd others  
my soul withering away  
reforming into a bloodthirsty monster  
but still human  
i only saught to torture the wicked  
only craved evils suffering  
along with you  
what would we become  
you always down  
strong but broken  
i had no idea what lied ahead but still i fought  
bloodied my axe  
not for my adventure  
but to save you  
i truely loved you  
but thats a fake emotion  
i would soon learn  
 
more bodies bloodied  
my old self just a memory  
what was my village called  
my inner visions only of me and you  
and the horrid creatures to come  
kill kill kill  
slaughter slaughter slaughter  
gore gore gore  
soul diminishing  
the only evidence of a person  
was the love i shared for you
 
 
 
we fought  
scarred eachothers flesh  
bloodied eachother  
but i could see you cared for me too  
under all the muck  
the sticky remains of the wicked  
you wanted me  
did you  
 
we were almost there  
my origins forgotten  
was i born a child  
or was i a creation of a being umknown  
does it matter  
i think not  
we appeared at the gates  
of the home of the beast  
was it a dragon  
was it an ogre  
who cares lets slay it together  
 
as we walked through the halls  
fear bubbiling  
then dying down  
wait...what is fear  
a thing of the past  
what past  
but more  
what future  
 
a door  
massive in size  
you squeezed my arm  
"step inside"  
my hand on my weapon  
 
a great room  
waterfalls  
candles  
rain in a cave?  
red rock  
it was wonderful  
 
but blood stained my eyes  
for it was not rock of red  
but mearly flesh caking the walls  
the rain of mucus, red and other disgustions  
bodies falling from the water  
 
meet my father you told me  
i saw only a demon  
eyes of red  
teeth of yellow  
a great number of arms  
father you said  
 
crack  
im on the floor  
your club in your hand  
what are u doing  
you laughed  
i dont need to be saved i like the way am  
oh and those beasts and wicked we slayed  
there were of good  
your the evil one  
but you didnt know  
it  
 
couldnt move  
stunned with hearing this  
life a lie  
love dying  
hoping only a joke  
 
slaughter him daughter  
 
my armor removed  
grab your dagger  
fucked me with the blade  
i couldnt tell if  was my blood  
or mearly the others you have slayed  
i couldnt feel  
you pulled on ropes  
no my innerds  
spiked my eyes blind  
laughter  
teeth in my flesh  
backstabbed  
love gone  
fake  
as was our quest  
welcome to death my inner voice said  
dont mind if i do  
 
life fucked away  
my blade was used on innocent flesh  
life fucked away
i was evil  
life fucked away
did i know
life fucked away
cant remember
life fucked away
brains being devoured  
life fucked away  
heart being torn asunder  
life fucked away  
i will get my revenge.....  
teeth kicked in  
life fucked away