longing for your love

I am longing for your love!
I keep on looking for love just to feel loved.
I dont know the feeling of love.
I replace other peoples love
with the whole in my heart
longing for your love.

when you are still young,
you dont even know the meaning of death
not even a tear drop drops from your eye.
I still wonder.....
when is she coming back?.

im longing for your love!
I dont know the meaning of love,
because its your love im still longing for
fromyour comfort came
blistering cold that showed me
how the world is so cold.

I feel empty
the devil found it and filled it
with hatred and anger.
im blinded by this heavy heart.
I feel like christ,
walking around carrying
this heavy cross on my shoulders.

im longing for your love!
im longing for the wormth of your presence.
you were my strength, my pillow, my voice.
im not living
im surviving
hoping one day you will return.