Stuck

Mind, Unclear
Time, Is near
Next year.... I'll still be here
I'm just stuck, please get me out of here
I'm just stuck, living a life of fear
People come around
Just to cast fear
Try to bring me down
Yet man I'm better off than last year
people talking about the thrown
Claiming they know it like a king
But I could care less and keep mind Engaged with my writings
Just a poet with a ring
Come to learn that guilt only thing burning me
and if I don't let it go
might just be my eternity
trying not to black out
trying not to back out
So I just walk out
as society just talk doubt
and accept it as their reality
problems are adding up
I think had enough
but honestly its got me mad as f...
You can fill the blanks
minds at war
I got watergun while they play with the tanks
its all replayed like a ringtone
but that's the feeling I never want to bring home.....