how could you?

imm addicted to
every singile thing you do
im dying inside.
your sucking me down
it makes me feel im gonna drown
its killing me down
all you do is wear me down
and my life wont come around
cause all these times and
all your lies, it has been
no surprise
now i realize it now
how could you cheat on me?
then turn your back on me?
you told me all the lies and hypnotized and i believed
you break my hear and your relieved...
please kill me down
im about to drown
my life still wont come around  im so weak
at the end you find what you seek...
but i wont be here
cause all i know is fear...im done with life....
its time to slit my throat with this sharp
KNIFE