Anxiety

Being anxious over anything and in everything

Spirit burdened
Feel it in my soul
Way deep down in my bones
An unforeseen circumstance
Hinderance upon my life
Perplexed affair, distressed

Seeking receipts of mercy
Overwhelmed, uneasy feeling
Passing beyond the limits of comprehension
Emotions transcending far greater than my understanding
Apprehension possible future misfortune
Intense desire
Spreading like ice
Thru out my entire body
Taking over like thieves in the night
I got the butterflies

Shaking under my skin
Bones cold, frozen soul
Cant feel a thing
Numb surging
Heart beating
Panting with frantic breathing
Cant stand this feeling
This chilling fear

Full panic mode
Eating into me
Devouring my unguarded heart, killing me
Sinking further into this ice bath
Under pressure
Perils of life weighting in heavy
Walking in blind
Seeing without seeing
Passing thru the veil of unknown certainty
Fathoming this truth that's
Blinding my comprehension
Its dimension is far greater then my understanding

Its inevitable
Beyond my control
A will that must unfold
Right before my very eyes
Cant turn back
No point in staring behind me
There isn't any one or thing
That can save me to keep this from happening
Emotions taking over, getting colder
Hyperthermia spreading rapidly
Trapped under ice, freezing

Take this cup from me
Cant stand this agony
Nevertheless, let, not mine, but your will take place

-ADuarte