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My monster: leukemia (The Original)

Today I woke up,
same story again.
life...  a bore.
time.. slowly passing by.
you? happy and joyous,
me? dying slowly inside and out.
You see I have a disease
Not the normal HIV or STD's
No, I have leukemia
I try to live on and be happy
while I know I actually am fading away.
Does it show?
Yes
Am I afraid?
yes
Will it kill me eventually?
yes
but you see
I am not dying only from this
its also the way I see the world
liars, cheats, hate
the world has no compassion
we live day to day filled with false love
lust, pain, and never knowing what is true and false.
I feel alone.
afraid
sad
like a child lost in the dark
what's that noise?
who's there?
Do you wish to harm me?
Where's my mommy?
I want to cry.
But I won't
I'm to weak to let others see my pain.
so today.
tomorrow.
Until the day I die.
I will be alone and afraid.

Will you try to help me?
Written by KaylaKerosine
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